Every night, when my husband gets off work, he disappears over to brother's house.  Now, my brother just lives like… well, I'm not good with math but he lives in 2 minutes walking distance from our place.  And I'm invited to pop over there whenever I want too, just so you know.  But the problem lies with this; How can I just drop everything over here to go disappear over there and have play time, with a 5 year old on my hip?  And, my brother smokes pot.  Personaly, I do not want my daughter around that.  So, what's the point of this rant?

Why the hell does my husband disappear every night instead of spending some nights spending time with his daughter?  I don't really care about myself, personally I kinda like having him gone a lot. :P  Seriously though, doesn't he realize he has responsibilities over here?  Just wait till my sister in law returns home from Kentucky with their two kids.  It'll all change.  My brother adores his kids and they're always with him.  He seems to think Ravyn will toddle off after them too and that will be that.  Nope, wrong.  My husband will find her bothersome more often then not.  So, there will be a problem with my brother trying to hand his kids back off to his wife.  Why, you ask? Well, because, she dumps her kids on him all the time and disapears down to her friend's house to play with their horses.

I hate mean.  I hate husbands.  Marriage sucks.  On the plus side though he's not hanging all over me these days. ;) 

I'm back on the web.  And I'm back to being my Q*Bee self.  Thanks for being so understand Jem.

I'm in Texas now.  My parents came up and helped us move around the 7th and we officially got here around the 12th.  Ravyn's been more then happy to be here.  She's riding her pony day in and day out and we HAVE to go swimming every day according to her.  That's fine with me, excersize for both her and myself. ;)  Lately, I haven't been wanting to do anything.  That's a big obvious considering how often I've been updating my website right?  But I'm trying to come back.  I just lost interest in all things I enjoyed and that included being on the internet.

I'm kind of homesick though for Kentucky.  I miss my dad a lot too.  It's hard knowing I won't see him every 2-3 months like clock work.  Yeah, I know I've had terrible troubles with him but he's still my dad.  I have a hard time explaining these very thoughts to my husband.

I'll miss my best friend too.  But hey, at least they now have a vacation spot to come to eh?

Anyway, that's my latest update.  Trying to get on Medicaid for me and my daughter so I can have my surgery.  That never went through while in Kentucky but Texas happens to smile upon the needy a bit more, lol. 

Happy birthday to me!  And happy CSS Naked blog day!  If my site isn't stripped yet, it will be late tonight at least for a few hours…

Sorry I been bad on the internet.  Personal reasons but I'm still here.  Just been quiet.  But I'm 27 years old today.  Gosh I'm old.  Another year wiser though.  >_>  Smarter and more grey hair. 

Other new stuff about me is that I have to have my gallbladder removed.  They're also taking my apendix to be safe and a possible third of my stomache and 2 feet of intestine with it.  They claim I shouldn't miss any of it and the most I'll notice with my stomache is I'll grow full after meals much sooner then before.  And weight loss will follow if I excersize.  So, i suppose I'm not worried.

Well, that's it.  And don't ask about the title if your name isn't Mel.  >_>  Hehe…